#fixture that's rlly unique. but... idk.... am i a thoughtful and romantic soul for getting so attached to an ugly floor.... or is it the | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

zemnarihah · 2 months ago

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we used to have this really ugly cheap looking red tile all over my house growing up like in the kitchen and basement and this one extra patch at the top of the stairs and over the years my parents gradually have replaced it everywhere and finally they replaced the last patch of it at the top of the stairs and i was like "aw it's kind of sad that it's all gone now" even though i do believe that the house looks better now and i think it was a good change it still just is kind of melancholy and then all my siblings looked at me like i was insane and they were like no i've always hated it and thought it was ugly and i was like whaoh maybe this says something about me

#i think it's because a very high portion of my fondest childhood memories were in our kitchen. like playing and drawing at the table baking #cookies w my mom bugging her while she was cooking etc. it was like. the heart of the home. and now it's completely different they redid #everything a while ago like the cupboards are different the oven the stove the floor even the walls are a different color #my mom loves it and she is the one who mainly uses it so of course i'm glad they did it. it's just that... that place is gone now. the last #little piece of evidence that /my/ childhood kitchen existed is gone. not really there's still a couple things like the table and a light #fixture that's rlly unique. but... idk.... am i a thoughtful and romantic soul for getting so attached to an ugly floor.... or is it the #trap of nostalgia and i need to get over myself #either way i'm not actually bothered by it bc it rlly doesn't matter it was just a passing thought but i didn't realize nobody else #who had a lot of the same memories in that house had it

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